Believe that right now, at this very moment you are in the perfect will of God. If you never come to the realization that it is God who is effectually at work in you (Philippians 2:13), you will eventually burn-out.
His Perfect Will – do not be afraid that you are going to stumble or fall, but rather demonstrate a confidence trust in God that He will hold you up (Psalms 37:23-24) and He will keep and preserve you (Psalms 121:7), then you will remain in the the perfect will of God.
When you feel a divide of the heart, ask yourself “am I trusting God?” – if you are affirmed in trust, be at peace – also, pray for wisdom, revelation, and understanding of the will of God, that you may subject yourself to what the Spirit of the Lord reveals to you (Ephesians 1:17). Do not determine whether or not you are in the will of God by the natural circumstance, or by what you feel! What matters is what God’s Word says: read I John 3:18-21.
Is the Lord Jesus your confident hope in acting? Are you being motivated and driven by the Love of God? Be at peace while the Master performs a mighty work in and through you (Ephesians 6:10). How high you go is determined by your level of trust (Isaiah 26:3).
Do not fear failure – Love Never Fails! (I Corinthians 13:8)
I John 4:16-19
v.18 “There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear: because fear has torment. He that fears is not made perfect in love.“